Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Weird Pregnancy Dream

I had a dream that I was pregnant, only I didn't know it until the very end.  I don't know why or how I didn't know.  We went to tell my parents and I remember in the dream I was standing at the bottom of the deck steps and I said "I'm pregnant" and they said "When are you due?"  And then I said "Tomorrow" "They were quite shocked; I didn't have any signs of pregnancy.  I didn't even have any weight gain.  No way was I 40 weeks, but I was.
And then I was going to have the baby and we were going to deliver outside at the creek behind my parents house.  I swear my ob was Jenni from Jenni from the blog.  So I was being examined internally and the ob was like "Yep, healthy baby, good heartbeat, we will know soon if it's a boy or girl"  Heartbeat from an internal, say what?  (I know they do this early pregnancy, but I was full term).  I don't remember anything after this point.
In real life while I'd love to someday do a home-birth (but Rob isn't on board, so it won't be happening), I'm pretty sure an outdoor birth isn't happening.

My new niece/nephew should be born in the next week.  So excited about that!!!

And still no positive or even darker line on an opk.  It's CD21 now.  I'm tired of testing several times a day.  Temps aren't showing anything either.  I'm giving the opk's a few more days and then I may take a break from them and just temp.

1 comment:

  1. Don't give up lady! Just take a deep breath! I'm praying for you! I know it'll happen! I know it's hard - but seriously keep your chin up! <3