They are there if you look for them.
1) I got an email telling me I was the winner of a baby k'tan carrier2) I won $15 on a lotto ticket Rob bought me the other day. It was a $2 ticket.
3) I got another email telling me that I won this Baby entertainer.
I'm still majorly stressing out about the situation. I know it's not good for the baby and I want to calm down, but I am failing so badly.
I slept maybe 5 hours last night. I have this constant pit in my stomach of overwhelming dread and fear of what will happen next. My last 2 jobs fell in my lap and the thought of starting the search for something is making me feel like curling up in bed forever.
So for the moment I need to focus on the good and remember that God will provide. He always has, he always will. I've already been reminded of that today.