Last night we went out to dinner and played trivia and I had a drink. I came home and because I hadn't gotten much sleep the night before and had a buzz I was sleeping by 9:30. Rob had gone over to the neighbors after I went to sleep and woke up around 11:30 when he got home. I was up until about 1, woke up at 2, and then slept until 7:30 and then back to bed until 9:30. I am a poor sleeper usually and a 3 hour stretch without waking up is good for me so a 5 1/2 hour felt great.
My cramps have been moderate today, but I haven't been bleeding to badly. Heavier than normal and heavier than last time, but not enough that I am worried.
Today I've done my best to keep busy so I don't have time to dwell on things. I painted a room today in our house and pinned lots of crafts that I want to do and meal planned and just tried to stay busy.
Emotionally I'm doing so much better than I thought I would. I'm still really bummed about it, but for me now that I know there has to be an issue, I just want to figure it out and do something about. I am sure there has to be something going on.
Some of my bumps friends have suggested that it may be low progesterone and/or my lp (lutel phase) may be to short and B-6 may help. When I get into the doctor I'm going to talk to them about these things. All of you bumpies have been so amazing and I am so appreciative of it. It sucks not really having anyone that I know in real life to talk about it with, but I love that you ladies 'get' it.
Rob wants to try again, and while I do want to, I think that I need to take a cycle or so off. At least for my mental sake. I don't want to go through this a third time. I guess it depends on when I can get into an ob/gyn and what they say about it though.